burnt at both ends

Wasting away the hrs til little man's return.
Thought I'd take a chance and try to exaust this well of creativity that I've been swimming in.
Tried to sing all those songs floating in my head, but the words wouldn't come out. Yet again I'm trapped within my own wild ideas.
Most of them are now ceasing to seem quite so wild. Mabe it's confidence, maybe it's faith, but my "ideas" are actually things I could do. Glory be! What a crazy thing it would turn out to be if I could actually make things in my head just happen.
Well, I'm doin it now.
I read other's blogs, remember writing my own many moons ago and just decided to move forward. Yes, seems insignificant I know, but in my recent rut it's quite a feat!
I don't even write in my own private computer log anymore, because it never seems there is anything sit- down worthy; nothing that jumps out at me as an issue needing to be excercised, because it's all the same shyte, every day.
But instead of just accepting that same ol' same ol', I've decided to just break out.
Break out from the shell, break out from the "barriers" (most of which are self imposed) and, dare I allow myself to cheese so flagrantly: "think out of the box".
Ha! Remember when that actually sounded original!? Well, I don't! Too long ago.
Decided to stick to my 2yr plan, and to spend the duration of the winter mapping out and investigating a new business venture. By summer I hope to have it in full swing.
Ahh summer, I have never enjoyed the sun as much as I did last July and I have every intention to yet again live out the next one to it's buffed and tanned fullest.
Well, not every intention: I have quite a few intentions to unlease the wrath on cellutlite, and to tackle the mush of the tush - but that's behind the point.
Ha!"Hilarial" as lil' sis would say (or just lame maybe, seems I'm losing my cool).
Lolling to the double entendre and lulling to the drone of my CPU fan...